dont know if i can do this blog much longer

so i will leave you with a song, an old song, chosen by verity’s mother and i for our wedding video that has long gone. yes, it turned very bad but we were in love then and cos of verity, it is still meanginful

this blog is the only thing that i have left and so this is my legacy

despite all of the dishonesty and corruption in this fucking country and world, there is still some good, not much but some

m y will

this is the last will and testament of me, David John Hender of the address that everyone who knows me knows.

all of my previous wills have been voided so this is my only will as I am unable to contact a solicitor or have it witnessed due to now suffering from the corona virus and having severe agoraphobia

I am of sound mind but severely physically unwell.

For the avoidance of doubt, although actions have been taken to invalidate all previous wills, this is my only valid will and testament.

After all loans and taxes have been paid, I leave my entire estate to my daughter, Verity Hender, save for a payment of £50,000 which must be paid to my adopted “little brother” Prenesh Ramlall who lives in South Africa, a payment of £5,000 to the Alzheimer’s society in memory of my mother (and now my father) and a payment of £5,000 to the lymphoma society in memory of my beloved partner and soul mate, liesel arazym.

the money due to my daughter must be put in trust with interest accruing going back inti the trust. both the capital and interest will be given absoluteky to verity on her 40th birthday. my brother will act as the trustee of the trust and will be my sole executor also

All of my material possessions will be sold or destroyed, if necessary but I give my cufflink collection to my brother, martin william hender but I ask that the cufflinks given to me by my daughter, marled “I love you dad” are destroyed for obvious reasons.

if verity wants the truck then she can have it as well as the camper van named after her grandmother and my mother Betty; it was to be used by the both of us in happier times. both of these cars may be given to her straight after my death but I ask, if possible, if my remains can be taken to the crematroium in betty.

in the safe, loacted in the boiler room, is a silver box that contains all of liesel’s jewellry. under liesel’s will, I hold all of these in trust. due to verity’s actions, they are niow to be returned to the arazym family including the eternity ring that liesel gave me and which is enscibed on the inside. the wedding ring for my marriage to verity’s mother is to be given to her. key to safe is located in the kitcen toilet

Both my little brother and Liesel’s father can be contacted at the following

email addresses

arrangements regarding the disposal and burning of my body are set out in my email to the court. contact iow court for details

david john hender

21st march 2020

 

I have shit myself

Could have put it more delicately but wot the fuck. This is all down to my father’s sexual abuse of me when I was younger; the fucking bastard.

So, I had to change first out of my blood soaked pjs into something else. then I shit myself again; the codein phosphate is doing little now.

sensible thing would be to stick stuff in the wash but Im too sick now and I sit or lay down now as much as possible as uneasy on my pins, just like being pissed as a fart.

so having to rotate all of my dirty pj bottoms and am constantly in a dressing down as blowing hot and cold all of the fucking time,even shivering under the duvet

climbing the stairs is even getting hard for me now; just like an old man so will have to sleep on the sofa pretty soon from now on.

if liesel or mum will not take me, the virus soon will. just a matter of time. hopefully not too long.

all of my wills have been voided cos of what verity and everyone else did and now incapable of arranging one with a solicitor now so will just have to do it via the blog. hope it will be accepted , no other choice

 

The only question you ever need to ask yourself

What would you do, if the person you trusted most in the world, betrayed you?

You would want to know why, wouldn’t you.

Was it a moment of weakness, pure greed or something else?

I would ask that person to prove that they are, deep down, innately honourable, with the underlying desire to do the right thing, by sacrificing the very people whom they have loved and with whom they have conspired to betray you

Virus

I think I have got the virus and it is now driving me nuts

On Monday, Nick called and I said that I thought I had the virus but I didnt cough but had the other symptoms. Blowing hot and cold, chest all warm, feverish. He said it could just be a normal virus.

But I have had a cough now since Tuesday or Wednesday and it is really getting me down. Yes, I do smoke but do not have a cough normally.

I have been emailing the surgery through the medication request page and have asked for a test but as it’s the IOW, doubt very much that it will happen.

Been in isolation since Monday, as if that is going to make a difference! I am agoraphobic after all.

I must have a shit magnet or something

LEVERTON 17283 ACTUALLY DEFENDED MY DAUGHTER MAKING FALSE ALLEGATIONS AGAINST ME ——————— THAT IS SEXUAL DISCRIMINATION AGAINST ME AND IS ILLEGAL (reposted)

Psoriasis very painful yet again so forced to get up – How can someone sleep with this? Not my legs this time; my arms. Like having a fucking needle stuck in each

During the interview on the 12th February 2020, I was constantly critisised by Leverton for wanting to ruin my daughter’s career.

The ONLY reason that I was contemplating doing that was because the police refused to take any action against her for those disgusting allegations that she made, which ruined my life and what was to be my final home; THIS HOUSE.

Leverton even suggested that “I TOOK IT ON THE CHIN“. THAT is a direct quote from him in the interview and is evidenced by the DVD itself.

Leverton even said that I had had a very tough life and that is on the DVD too; no fucking empathy whatsoever

So what Leverton 17283 was actually saying was that my daughter could make wildly false allegations against me, or anybody else; allegations that completely fucked up my life and were proved by both the police and the CPS to be totally false.

I REPEAT, PROVED BY THE POLICE AND THE CPS TO BE UTTERLY FALSE

But even worse, they would do fuck all about it.

IF the police were not going to do anything about it, I only had one course of redress left open to me and that was to report my daughter to The Law Society, as she is a trainee lawyer. THEY WOULD TAKE A VERY DIM VIEW OF HER BEHAVIOUR AND SHE WOULD BE OUT AND HER HARD WORD WOULD HAVE BEEN FOR NOTHING

Maybe people should reconsider the actions that they are taking, the police and others alike before serious damage is done. IS IT REALLY WORTH IT? 

MAKE NO MISTAKE. I WILL DEFEND MY ACTIONS TO THE FULL

I am so very close to the edge in doing so. THAT is not harassment of any kind, THAT IS TELLING THE TRUTH. NONE OF IT HAS BEEN HARASSMENT. I AM JUST TELLING THE FUCKING TRUTH. STICK ME ON A LIE DETECTOR IF YOU DOUBT ME

People, like my daughter, CANNOT EXPECT to get away with “blue murder” , just because of their gender, and there MUST be SERIOUS ramifications for her and others actions

BUT the sexually biased LEVERTON even critisised me about that. If it was not so fucking serious, that would be a joke

THAT IS SEXUAL DISCRIMINATION OF THE WORST KIND

THAT shows that both Leverton and the police do not care a fuck what happens to men at all. All they care about is the “fairer sex”, most of whom exhibit deviousness and dishonesty of the worst possible kind

FUCKING ANGRY? YOU BET I AM

I WILL BE SUING LEVERTON AND IOW POLICE

 

Liberty and freedom to tell the truth

Freedom is the most powerful influence that a man can have; he will do whatever it takes in order to gain his real freedom. Shackles come in all different types and will not sometimes even be seen; bribery, blackmail, false accusations to name but a few

Maintaining one’s own liberty may involve just speaking his mind and fighting the people who wish to keep him in chains.

But sadly, in our corrupted society, merely speaking one’s mind to tell the truth is not enough as there are people in this world who will prevent a person from telling the truth for their own political expediency, way of life or very existence.

A man can have the very tools that he needs in order to expose the truth taken away from him and even worse than that, be subjected to false accusations in relation to the very medium that enables that man to be able to tell the truth.

For me, that has involved false accusations of such a disgusting type that the very people who are supposed to be there to uphold the law, will be completely swayed by the very nature of those allegations and, thence, to come after an innocent party with such vigour that the accused’s ability to defend those awful allegations is greatly diminished.

Much more than that, where there is a concertive campaign waged against the innocent man for the sole purpose of ensuring that the truth is buried, that man will end up losing so much faith in justice that he is willing to die for his cause and that is where I am now.

Every single one of that man’s allegations have been put before the very people who are there to protect him but, out of political expediency, so called attitudes at the time and for the continuance of the protectors’ very existence, every single one of those allegations is ignored as though it is a fly that is swated away, as it is inconvenient for the protectors of that man for his allegations to be considered in a way that they are legally bound to do.

As such, the truth of those allegations that the man has made are purposely hidden from the true court process and are even dismissed by the very court officials who are supposed to administer proper justice, purely for the sake of protecting their very own existence, as has happened to me by the completely unfathomable implementation of barriers.

If these barriers were not there, the man would be afforded the very same true justice that is applied to very single woman in the land but, due to the completely warped attitudes in society, that man is not afforded the same rights as every single woman in the land, in order to enable the warped attitudes of society to continue and to be justified.

That very decision to prevent the man from having true justice is akin to the slaves of old and makes the man a third class citizen of this land, who is then subjected to the worst possible injustices that one can imagine.

Of course, it does not apply to every man as it only applies to the weak and vulnerable, such as myself, as the men in power and with great wealth are completely immune from the injustices of the courts and the “protectors”, as it is the weak and vulnerable who are unable to protect themselves from the injustices meted out by the courts and the so called officers of the courts; the protectors of so called justice.

In the eyes of the law, men and women are treated equally but this is just a mirage. There are actually three casts of people in this country:

  1. The rich and powerful who are immune from injustice
  2. Every single woman who is immune from injustice
  3. The weak and vulnerable men who are not able to defend themselves against the injustices meted out on them

THIS IS JUST THE WAY IT WAS WITH SLAVERY IN OLDEN TIMES

It is every single man’s right to fight for his freedom but every single weak and vulnerable man is restricted from the opportunity of keeping his freedom, to ensure that the law givers, the courts and the so called protectors of justice can continue to justify their very existence and continue to “comply” with the demands of our skewed and biased society

I grew up………

……..in an era of no computers. when I was a child, all i did was to play with my cars and when I was allowed, to watch some television. i even played cars when I was 13 and 14. I was as happy as could be.

then came technology. it was a good thing but a bad thing as we have now found out in this modern era. i believed that the internet was mainly pure. yes, it had disgusting pornography and other terrible stuff but was mainly for the good.

Yes, i became good at computers, mainly because of what I learned at Birmingham university when I studied civil engineering.

after leaving, i went to work for my dad at ggc in a separate unit, the computer unit. i learned cobol and that gave me the logic that i needed to use for my the rest of my life.

but all i was, in recent times, was a researcher and used the internet to learn stuff AND that was why I spent 4 years digging to find out what the fuck was going on and why it was happening to me.

The events that I had to endure were not just one offs; they were from a well set out plan to ruin me, physically, mentally and financially. I am not going to bring up what my bastard father did to me; too fucking painful, too fucking hard

My so called family and my father’s associates (Berwin Leighton Paisner and Paicolex Trust Management AG) have achieved all of their goals.

I needed help. I cannot get help from the family for obvious reasons so I had no choice but to turn to the police.

And what have they done about it? ABSOLUTELY FUCK ALL

Two constables came around today I think to see if I was alright and to see if I had harmed myself, as last night, in a delirious state, I wrote and sent an email to the courts saying that I was hopefully going to die.

I tried to tell the constable why I think I sent that email, as I wanted to be taken from this earth, as I said I had very strong spiritual beliefs. “That’s nice”, he said in a “we have a loon here” tone.

I started explaining to the constable that the police were doing fuck all (not the words I used) about

  • the sexual and physical abuse by my father, (THEY WERE FUCKING HAPPY TO GO AFTER SAVILLE AND OTHER PROMINENT PEOPLE BUT THEY WERE ALL IN THE MEDIA; I AM JUST A NOBODY (AND A MAN) SO NO ONE CARES A SHIT)
  • the false sex allegations made by my daughter
  • the bribery and blackmail instigated by my father (AND THE POLICE HAD THE FUCKING LETTER FROM HIM ON THEIR SCREENS)
  • the two spurious allegations made by my daughter and her mother

His reply simply shocked me. He said “we don’t have time for that

If I had been a woman, the police would have acted on all of the allegations that I made against my family and others, namely Berwin Leighton Paisner and Paicolex.

I HAVE BEEN THE FUCKING VICTIM BUT THE POLICE COULD NOT CARE A TOSS

That was evidenced by the most crass comment that I have ever heard coming out of someone’s mouth; Leverton’s comment, when he said that I had to “TAKE IT ALL ON THE CHIN“. THAT IS ON FUCKING TAPE

WHAT THE FUCK ARE THE POLICE THERE FOR?

They are not there to catch ALL criminals, just MALE criminals or should I say men and young lads who have been suspected of a crime.

Even the justice minister said that women’s prisons should be closed

https://www.bbc.co.uk/news/uk-13666066

https://www.telegraph.co.uk/politics/2018/06/26/justice-secretary-dont-send-women-prison-unless-commit-violent/

So, this SEXUAL DISCRIMINATION OF MEN goes right up to the top

It is then hardly surprising that the police treat all men like absolute shit when they arrest them and that goes for WPCs too

What is a man who has been so unjustly treated by the police, (who do fuck all about allegations that he made), going to do about it?

What was I to do? Just accept that my life had been ruined for no real fucking reason at all? Or, as LEVERTON said “TAKE IT ON THE CHIN

The answer is my blog.

I am totally in my right to accuse certain people of doing injustice to me and THAT is not harassment.

I am not a lawyer and have not studied law since the short law course when I was studying for my professional exams, 35 years ago.

I HAVE BEEN IN A BUBBLE NOW FOR FAR LONGER THAN MY TIME HERE ON THE ISLAND

How the fuck am I supposed to know that the law has become so biased against men that I am not allowed to give my opinion on my own fucking blog and it is an opinion. I have not even watched one bit of news for over two years. I only heard about this virus that I think I have, from Liesel’s Dad in an email and then, when I was feeling up to it, did some digging on the net. I used to get my news from my osteopath or the delivery drivers but even that has all gone now and has for a while now.

That is why I wanted Liesel to “take me” last night so that my life would end and be with the ones that I loved, my darling mother and my beautiful Liesel.

I can no longer endure this fucking warped society and world anymore.

I cannot take my own life; the self preservation kicks in but I am hoping that tonight, Liesel will agree to my pleadings and I will be gone.

This is the email that I sent to the courts and the arseholes who have ruined my life but not Ms Leonard; she has done nothing to hurt me

Me
David Hender
Wed 18/03/2020 23:20
  • Isle of Wight Magistrates Court;
  •  Kimberley Leonard (Sky News)
+11 others
Formal allegations against W.T. Hender V.J.B. Hender S.J. Parkinson and others for direct and indirect harassment and for other crimes.docx
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By the time that you read this, I will hopefully be dead and good fucking riddance  to this country and this world.
There comes a time when enough is enough. That time has come. When the police and courts cannot look further than the end of their noses in seeing that I have been set up like a kipper, right from April 2016 by my family, the police, the courts and my father’s associates; bribery, false allegations and illegal restriction of my sole source of income.
And when an officer of the police actually defends the actions of my daughter, who made malicious and false allegations against me, by saying “Take it on the chin”, that says it all about today’s police force that has been corrupted to the nth degree
I have fought since those 2016 allegations to defend myself against my father, my family and my father’s associates and to expose the real truth but, even after making detailed allegations against them, the police did fuck all.
The courts do not care a damn about my mental health issues that have been caused by all concerned and have me dragged into court in a delusional state to face spurious charges made up by my daughter and her mother at the behest of my father
That blog has given me a purpose, a way of blowing off steam but remember this.
I would NEVER have started my blog if my daughter had not kept on accusing me on her blog of sexually and physically abusing me in April 20177 months after the police cleared meBut much more than that, she accused my darling Liesel and her loving step mother of abusing her too. She could not defend herself so I had to do it for her. For those two reasons only, I started my blog and my very first post proves the existence of her blog, now conveniently for her deleted
Everyone with more than one single brain cell know that both the police and the courts discriminate against men and that was proven by the words that came out of Leverton’s big gob. They attack the vulnerable people in our society whilst letting the rich and corrupt people get away scot free, because it is less hard work than to defend a case in court.
And as to the way that both the police AND the courts ignored my agoraphobia, your are more useless than chocolate tea pots. You have done me more damage than you can ever imagine and has led to THIS decision.
I have a life will. Contact Wendy Price at redacted or redacted and Nick Saunders on redacted or redacted.
  • No post mortem
  • No embalming
  • Cremation only within 2 days
  • Two red roses on wicker coffin representing Liesel, my soul mate and I
  • No family, I don’t have any
  • No congregation
  • No religious representatives of any faith
To comply with my deeply held  Hinduist spiritual beliefs.
Verity, maybe my death will cause you so much shock that you will realise that life is not a game and you cannot play with people’s lives at the whims of others, for money. You are my one and only daughter and I forgive you for what you have done to me but YOU MUST turn a complete corner and grow up. If you turn out to be a good woman, my death will not have been in vein
My little brother, Prenesh: I love you as a blood brother and will look over you until you are with me but not for a long time. Do not be sad. I am now finally after 43 years free of pain and at peace
Nick, thank you for your continued support and understanding. I am so sorry that I will never now meet young Master Thomas and Andrea. All three of you will forever be in my thoughts
Father, I know you have been sick with Alzheimer’s for nearly 5 years now but why have you done this to me? At least, I will now be with a parent who loves me, my beloved Mum. I forgive you for what you did to me all of those years ago, a horrible memory that I have buried until recently

It was to be three red roses, representing me, Liesel and Verity, my true family, as was the stunning fountain at Long Barn bought to represent the three of us, 3 tiers of waterfalls. I was sad to leave it behind when I moved but I am sad no longer; I would smash the whole thing; it was 7 feet high

And the plod are scanning all of my posts, NIGHT AND DAY

Even though there are no visitors at the mo, the plod are downloading my posts re Jeremy nearly every day, if not every day. But they are only chatty and are not devious in any way; they are getting very scared that Jeremy will be coming out.

It just shows the level of corruption in the police.

He has been in prison for 35 years for a crime he never committed; the plod had his sister’s suicide note all of the time

I CAN SEE YOU PC PLOD

Here is right now

 

jeremy downloads

and from yesterday

jeremy downloads 17TH

HOW’S THAT FOR FUCKING INJUSTICE BY THE BENT POLICE