I have shit myself AND THE FUCKING POLICE COULD NOT CARE A FUCK THAT MY BASTARD FATHER ABUSED ME

This is a repost and it is so important as the police just do not care what happened to me but if I was a woman, I am sorry to say they would be all over it and would bring my father to justice. I have to say that given the evidence, the attitude of the police beggars belief. 

But they are sitting on their big fat lazy arses

Could have put it more delicately but wot the fuck. This is all down to my father’s sexual abuse of me when I was younger; the fucking bastard.

So, I had to change first out of my blood soaked pjs into something else. then I shit myself again; the codein phosphate is doing little now.

sensible thing would be to stick stuff in the wash but Im too sick now and I sit or lay down now as much as possible as uneasy on my pins, just like being pissed as a fart.

so having to rotate all of my dirty pj bottoms and am constantly in a dressing down as blowing hot and cold all of the fucking time,even shivering under the duvet

climbing the stairs is even getting hard for me now; just like an old man so will have to sleep on the sofa pretty soon from now on.

if liesel or mum will not take me, the virus soon will. just a matter of time. hopefully not too long.

all of my wills have been voided cos of what verity and everyone else did and now incapable of arranging one with a solicitor now so will just have to do it via the blog. hope it will be accepted , no other choice

AND THE FUCKING POLICE DO NOT CARE THAT MY FATHER FUCKED ME AND DID SO MUCH DAMAGE

AND IF NO ONE BELIEVES I WAS SEXUALLY ABUSED BY MY FATHER

GET ANY TOTALLY INDEPENDENT DOCTOR OR PHYSICIAN AND LET HIM OR HER COME TO MY HOUSE AND EXAMINE ME. Although that may be impossible as I seem to have all of the symptoms of the virus

AND READ THE VERY OLD MEDICAL RECORDS (DR GRICE ERA (He repaired my head) AND AFTERWARDS)

LEVERTON 17283 ACTUALLY DEFENDED MY DAUGHTER MAKING FALSE ALLEGATIONS AGAINST ME ——————— THAT IS SEXUAL DISCRIMINATION AGAINST ME AND IS ILLEGAL (reposted)

Psoriasis very painful yet again so forced to get up – How can someone sleep with this? Not my legs this time; my arms. Like having a fucking needle stuck in each

During the interview on the 12th February 2020, I was constantly critisised by Leverton for wanting to ruin my daughter’s career.

The ONLY reason that I was contemplating doing that was because the police refused to take any action against her for those disgusting allegations that she made, which ruined my life and what was to be my final home; THIS HOUSE.

Leverton even suggested that “I TOOK IT ON THE CHIN“. THAT is a direct quote from him in the interview and is evidenced by the DVD itself.

Leverton even said that I had had a very tough life and that is on the DVD too; no fucking empathy whatsoever

So what Leverton 17283 was actually saying was that my daughter could make wildly false allegations against me, or anybody else; allegations that completely fucked up my life and were proved by both the police and the CPS to be totally false.

I REPEAT, PROVED BY THE POLICE AND THE CPS TO BE UTTERLY FALSE

But even worse, they would do fuck all about it.

IF the police were not going to do anything about it, I only had one course of redress left open to me and that was to report my daughter to The Law Society, as she is a trainee lawyer. THEY WOULD TAKE A VERY DIM VIEW OF HER BEHAVIOUR AND SHE WOULD BE OUT AND HER HARD WORD WOULD HAVE BEEN FOR NOTHING

Maybe people should reconsider the actions that they are taking, the police and others alike before serious damage is done. IS IT REALLY WORTH IT? 

MAKE NO MISTAKE. I WILL DEFEND MY ACTIONS TO THE FULL

I am so very close to the edge in doing so. THAT is not harassment of any kind, THAT IS TELLING THE TRUTH. NONE OF IT HAS BEEN HARASSMENT. I AM JUST TELLING THE FUCKING TRUTH. STICK ME ON A LIE DETECTOR IF YOU DOUBT ME

People, like my daughter, CANNOT EXPECT to get away with “blue murder” , just because of their gender, and there MUST be SERIOUS ramifications for her and others actions

BUT the sexually biased LEVERTON even critisised me about that. If it was not so fucking serious, that would be a joke

THAT IS SEXUAL DISCRIMINATION OF THE WORST KIND

THAT shows that both Leverton and the police do not care a fuck what happens to men at all. All they care about is the “fairer sex”, most of whom exhibit deviousness and dishonesty of the worst possible kind

FUCKING ANGRY? YOU BET I AM

I WILL BE SUING LEVERTON AND IOW POLICE

 

Manslaughter charges against Leverton, the judge, the lead magistrate and the arresting officer

My breathing is getting very laboured now and, with all of the other symptoms showing, it seems that I do indeed have the virus.

By tomorrow, it would have been 7 days since my forced exposure of the virus and with my declining health, I reckon that I have a week to ten days at the most; I am getting very weak now.

Why manslaughter?

I have severe agoraphobia and it had been accepted as severe but then ignored, in order to drag me into court in a catatonic state.

When I am dead, I want my family, who have very substantial financial resources, to issue private prosecutions against the following:

  1. Leverton 17283, for first accepting that I had agoraphobia and then ignoring it, leading to the spurious charge of harassment and my forced attendance in court,leading to me being knowingly exposed to the virus, which ultimately caused my death.
  2. The judge who issued my warrant for arrest. He first accepted that I had agoraphobia and delayed the hearing for a week but agoraphobia does not disappear like that. Given his stranding, he knew or ought to have known that my agoraphobia would not vanish within 7 days, especially given all of the submissions that I made via email to Mrs Thornton-Dale. By the issue of a warrant, he has knowingly exposed me to the virus, which will have led to my death
  3. The arresting officer who knowingly ignored my agoraphobia despite being told countless times and thus knowingly exposed me to the virus, which will have led to my death and who could have been a carrier of the virus.
  4. The presiding magistrate had clearly not bothered to read all of my notes, especially regarding my declining mental health and my agoraphobia or had just ignored it. If she had, she would have immediately dismissed the hearing or not called it at all. As such, she has knowingly exposed me to the virus, this will have led to my death.
  5. The Godshill Surgery, for failing to attend my house weeks ago, to investigate my agoraphobia after being promised that a doctor would make a house call by Dr Hill and thus failing to give me a medical exemption from court. By that failure, I ultimately was forcibly arrested twice, leading to my forced attendance at court and thus exposing me to the virus,leading to my death

The following should also be taken into account:

  • Due to my agoraphobia, caused by the brutish and false arrests over a nearly 5 year period, I had purposely isolated myself from society for many months and, save for the forced arrests, had never left home. I therefore could not have contracted the virus if I had been left at home and my agoraphobia had been FULLY recognised by the police and the courts
  • I was never shown the arrest warrant, for my arrest on Friday 13th March 2020. If no such warrant was issued, then it was an illegal arrest but if a warrant was issued, “2” above applies and the judge is culpable

A message to my Dad

Dad, you always wanted me to be like Martin but I was and am different; I was studious, I am quiet, wore bright clothes and I was less sociable than he was/is but people loved me for who I was and a handful still love me for what I am now, a mere shadow of my former self with severe agoraphobia.

Why could you not have loved me for who I was but not what I have become?

I think you see me as some sort of threat and you have turned those I loved and respected against me to ruin my life

Please do not make the same mistake that I made when I lost my beloved Liesel; I didn’t realise what I really had until she was gone

I am a nobody without my daughter and my family

 

Kramer V Kramer – a reflection of my life

I have always avoided this film like the plague but I am watching it right now and my heart rate has gone through the roof and I am panting for breath.

But I want to say this thing first. This film was made in 1979 and won many awards. It would never ever be made now and I would put everything that I have, including my life, for what its worth, on that bet, given the complete sexual discrimination against men that exists now.

In the family courts, they are always run by women judges and it is in their nature to side with a person of their same gender.

But, in the majority of cases, when it comes to women, because they are so greedy, it is not about love but about ownership.

I do not think that my daughter’s mother ever wanted a child as she told me time after time that she was not maternal and put me on a lie detector if you do not believe me.

That always proved to be thee case after the divorce. As for custody, my solicitor said that given my daughter’s age, I would not have a hope in hell of getting sole or even joint custody for my daughter; I was after joint custody as I even realised that a three year old was better with her mother.

But her mother refused even that and now I know the reason why. She not only wanted to turn my daughter against me but to take as much money off me as she could. She is now with her new man and anything but anything to do with me is disposable

At night time, her mother always stayed downstairs watching television while I put my munchkin to bed. Once I put her to bed, every single night, I sang her her lullaby and that continued until many years later, once she had got bigger.

Even when she was a baby, it was me who did every single night’s feed and change as her mother was always asleep, even though her mother was not working but I had a very full and demanding job. But being with my Verity gave me that extra energy and I could do all of those things that I would not normally do after a long day’s work; I even cooked the supper for my then wife and I.

My daughter cannot see it now but she was always used as pawn. Even Verity said to me that her mother was spending the major part of the maintenance for Verity’s welfare on her mother’s clothes and shoes.

I got a fraction of the holidays and my daughter knows that. it was all designed to keep her away from me as much as possible. although we agreed to alternate Christmases, that never happened either. Everything went against me to be able to see my daughter and she knows that very well, even if she tries to deny it in her mind.

So, here we are now. No daughter and a life rapidly ebbing away.

That is not what I call justice

I have shit myself AND THE FUCKING POLICE COULD NOT CARE A FUCK THAT MY BASTARD FATHER ABUSED ME (UPDATED)

Could have put it more delicately but wot the fuck. This is all down to my father’s sexual abuse of me when I was younger; the fucking bastard.

So, I had to change first out of my blood soaked pjs into something else. then I shit myself again; the codein phosphate is doing little now.

sensible thing would be to stick stuff in the wash but Im too sick now and I sit or lay down now as much as possible as uneasy on my pins, just like being pissed as a fart.

so having to rotate all of my dirty pj bottoms and am constantly in a dressing down as blowing hot and cold all of the fucking time,even shivering under the duvet

climbing the stairs is even getting hard for me now; just like an old man so will have to sleep on the sofa pretty soon from now on.

if liesel or mum will not take me, the virus soon will. just a matter of time. hopefully not too long.

all of my wills have been voided cos of what verity and everyone else did and now incapable of arranging one with a solicitor now so will just have to do it via the blog. hope it will be accepted , no other choice

AND THE FUCKING POLICE DO NOT CARE THAT MY FATHER FUCKED ME AND DID SO MUCH DAMAGE