Author Archives: David Hender (copyright owner- all rights reserved)

so i will leave you with a song, an old song, chosen by verity’s mother and i for our wedding video that has long gone. yes, it turned very bad but we were in love then and cos of verity, it is still meanginful this blog is the only thing that i have left and […]

this is the last will and testament of me, David John Hender of the address that everyone who knows me knows. all of my previous wills have been voided so this is my only will as I am unable to contact a solicitor or have it witnessed due to now suffering from the corona virus […]

Could have put it more delicately but wot the fuck. This is all down to my father’s sexual abuse of me when I was younger; the fucking bastard. So, I had to change first out of my blood soaked pjs into something else. then I shit myself again; the codein phosphate is doing little now. […]

What would you do, if the person you trusted most in the world, betrayed you? You would want to know why, wouldn’t you. Was it a moment of weakness, pure greed or something else? I would ask that person to prove that they are, deep down, innately honourable, with the underlying desire to do the […]

I think I have got the virus and it is now driving me nuts On Monday, Nick called and I said that I thought I had the virus but I didnt cough but had the other symptoms. Blowing hot and cold, chest all warm, feverish. He said it could just be a normal virus. But […]

Psoriasis very painful yet again so forced to get up – How can someone sleep with this? Not my legs this time; my arms. Like having a fucking needle stuck in each During the interview on the 12th February 2020, I was constantly critisised by Leverton for wanting to ruin my daughter’s career. The ONLY […]

Freedom is the most powerful influence that a man can have; he will do whatever it takes in order to gain his real freedom. Shackles come in all different types and will not sometimes even be seen; bribery, blackmail, false accusations to name but a few Maintaining one’s own liberty may involve just speaking his […]

……..in an era of no computers. when I was a child, all i did was to play with my cars and when I was allowed, to watch some television. i even played cars when I was 13 and 14. I was as happy as could be. then came technology. it was a good thing but […]

It is getting worse but at least the arrangement with the delivery drivers is working and I am getting my supplies. Hot fucking body to the touch but feel freezing and then hot I am feeling so shit that despite my arms still hurting, I have to go back to bed before I fall out […]

Even though there are no visitors at the mo, the plod are downloading my posts re Jeremy nearly every day, if not every day. But they are only chatty and are not devious in any way; they are getting very scared that Jeremy will be coming out. It just shows the level of corruption in […]