Some people who have read the last few posts may consider me a complete nutter and that I have a death wish. Not so.
If you have read my blog regularly, you will know that I have been through hell and I have had enough. I never thought this time would come but it is time to stop fighting.
But not only that but I saw the awful way that my darling Liesel died; it broke my heart. Call me selfish but I do not want to go that way.
I do not fear death at all, just the manner of my passing. If it is quick, then great but I have no wish to die slowly from cancer, which is very likely. If I die whilst doing something worthwhile, despite being very uncomfortable, then all the better.
It is time to rest, it is time to sleep.