I had a chat with my solicitor today (finally) and given the state of my mental health with my fear of going to court and the unlikelihood of having it overturned, I have called it a day and will withdraw; my solicitor will sort out the paperwork.
Given the stitch up arrest and everything, the brutalising by the police including being in prison, which nearly killed me, he said that I will just have to see that as a chapter closed.
That is all that I hear, close the chapter and try and move on. There have been so many closed chapters that I could have made a book by now. Never any justice as I saw it, very little support from anyone, except my solicitor who said I had to be careful with my mental health. I think that it would have broken me, with me ending up in a psychiatric facility for life but it is not a life, it is an existence.
I have got to get out of here