…I have had to ditch my appeal because of my mental health, that is not the end of it. Starting with the false sex accusations from 2016 (for which my daughter was paid by my father to do it), to the current harassment allegations where I was brutalised by the police, just because it is “over” does not mean that I will get better.
If you can imagine being inflicted to something day in and day out for 6 years, it has to have an effect on your mental state. Forget about the haraassment but a great deal of what has happened to my mental health is to not get justice FOR ANYTHING, not even any recognition of the damage that it has done to me. Not by my corrupt family, the corrupt and brutal police, not the justice system; no one cares a damn.
My mental health issues will continue until I am either dead or leave this fucking island, which was to be my forever home but my daughter and the police ensured that it was never going to be that and, as far as my daughter is concerned, it was all for money and things. She just thought of herself and not for the many sacrifices that I made for my little girl.
That is why my darling little girl is dead to me. You normally forgive your children for what they have done but this went far far beyond the pale and has snapped the bond between us forever. I tried so hard for years to get her back but she was just not interested, just interested in herself