for my father to kill me. I have said it bluntly in my posts many times as I cannot call or email him but the “family” monitor all of my posts. He is very wealthy and is a mason and he could easily find someone to “finish me off”. But he refuses to do so. He and the rest of the family refuse to put me out of my misery. They just want me at the end of a piece of string and continue to watch me suffer. That is not immorality, it is inhumane but they have the power and the money to do what the hell they want.