Most will know these as just “bumper cars” but I am of an age to remember them being called by the proper name. The original idea was to actually avoid everyone else, hence the “Dodgem” name but now people just crash into one another.
The reason that I have raised this subject is a way to describe how my brain actually works and exists. Having being sexually abused, falsely accused of sexual abuse, attempted bribery and all of the rest, all of this literally spins around my head all day and all night and when something happens that is traumatic or just a memory pops into my consciousness, some of these memories just crash into one another. It is on going and never EVER stops.
I just wanted to explain, in as simple terms as I can think of, as to what is happening to me. 99% of people would not be able to fathom how it can be for someone like me.
Sometimes, a metaphor is the easiest way to describe what is happening.
David's Diatribe 