I can only do it this way as if I email her directly, I will be arrested and the event would cause me to completely break down, from which I would never recover. My doc told me at the end of my hospital treatment, after my breakdown in 2001/2 that if I had another event that would cause me massive stress, in his words “I would be a drooling mess”.
My father confessed two years ago that ” I had worked everything out” but that makes little difference, as my life has not changed one fucking bit.
I have tried everything, every track has been blocked. I have done this for 4 years every single day. My life is over, it is finished. I am imprisoned on this fucking island and I will spend many sleepless nights and endless hours putting this very expensive cream on my body
My friend Nick phoned and after a while I just had to say sorry but I was putting the phone down; I have not spoken to him for a week, if not more. That is how bad I am
I would like Verity to email the police both at Newport and in Surrey and tell them that she is dropping all charges and accusations and copy me in.
If she does not do that, I will know for a fact that it was not due to manipulation from her mother but that she did it all of her own accord. As to why, who knows?
If I receive nothing, she is gone from my life. Verity will no longer exist as my daughter.
I know that I will never see her again but if she does not do that, she is no better than what I used to find on the bottom of my shoe
Verity, do you have the courage?