Sod it. Even though I feel like shit, I am posting my reply. My offspring now means nothing to me. Verity who?
How am I? Really bad. I told the judge that I suffered from agoraphobia but he clearly ignored it and I was arrested today to go to court; I went catatonic and it is all a blur to me. I coukld not even walk properly and am still shaking. The duty solicitor who was acting for me was useless and wanted me to plead guilty. But, in my book, I have done nothing wrong and refused. So I am going to trial now and will make a stand if I am bl;e to leave the house; I have bruises on my arms to show how I was badly manhandled by those thugs of police.
The prosecutor said that my illegal arrest was a separate issue and was nothing to do with the trial. PACE was broken countless times but that does not matter as long as I am found guilty.
This has gone on for 4 years and I am broken. I dio not know how you have survived 35.
All of this crap has got to stop. You and me are in the same boat now
Too shakey to say anymore