……well nearer than you thought only a few years ago, a great deal happens in your mind and you very quickly re-evaluate what is important to you.
Money, per se, means bugger all but if you want to punish those people, the only way that you can punish them is by hurting them where it hurts, in their corporate and personal wallets.
You have two choices when time is relatively short; either just give up and wallow in self pity or continue to fight to the end, especially when you believe in injustice as much as I do. Most people just brush it aside as it does not affect them, regardless of what it does to the innocent others.
I am not like that, I have never been like that, I was taught by the best, my mother. It was not until much later in life that although when I was younger I looked up to my father, I now despise him as I know how evil, dishonest and corrupt he actually is. Although some of the stories he told when I was younger made him out to be a wonderfully clever person, it did not take many years to realise exactly what he really stood for and who he actually REALLY represents; greed, corruption. and power.
He represents all that is bad about today’s society; it all boils down to being just about money.
So, in whatever time that I have left, I am going to concentrate on the following:
- Amazon.co.uk and the top executives, who are so lazy and rich that they do not care a fuck about their customers who make them all their money and finance both their lifestyles and those of their VERY high maintenance wives ( who are probably sleeping around anyway, so that they get the luxury and have their fun as well; women are never satisfied)
- Berwin Leighton Paisner and the relevant partners/consultants
- Paicolex Trust Management AG and the relevant employees, especially Clare Edwards, who is quite frankly scum of the earth
and if I have time, I will ensure
- that I am exonerated from the crash that happened in Sussex
- that I will expose Hender, my ex daughter, for what she is
- that I will expose Parkinson, my ex wife, for what she is; she has NOT learned ANY lessons from her past
- I destroy Hender’s career before it even starts. Liesel and I tried to teach her to do the right thing but she ignored US and just “followed the money” with disregard to everything else
I do sleep a great deal these days but when I am up, I can deal with many matters at the same time, process, write down and publish a lot of information; eating takes last place and indeed it has, for the last 6 months now; in fact, even given my lack of activity, I have lost weight, a lot of weight. It does not matter whether it is 4pm or 4am in the morning; days and nights mean nothing to me and they have not meant anything to me for a very long time. Indeed, the only sure fire way that I can tell what actual days it is, is by the clock on my computer.