What makes me so angry

It is nothing to do with the way of the world; it is all to do with trust

I used to be a very easy going chap and I trusted so many people, including all of my family and especially my daughter.

You are brought up to believe that you can trust the person who you helped to bring into the world, trust implicitly.

When those awful things happened to me, I was so dumbstruck that my own little girl had betrayed me. To this day, I still do not know why.

But when you lose the trust of a daughter, you start questioning your ability to trust anyone.

I no longer trust women, save for the two pharmacy ladies and having been betrayed by my very own daughter on top of the recent deceipt of my second wife, it is no wonder that I trust very few people.

The mistrust that I experienced during the divorce had started to dissipate but when I was betrayed my Verity, the mistrust of her reinforced the mistrust that I had experienced not long before.

So, thanks to her actions, I have gone from a very trusting guy to a paranoid person who believe that nearly all women are after one thing and one thing alone; money.

I like women, I love and have loved many women but I can no longer trust all, save for two.

That mistrust has breached the gender divide and I now trust few men as well, thanks also to what my father and brother have put me through.

THAT IS WHY I AM SO FUCKING ANGRY

Published by David Hender (copyright owner- all rights reserved)

If you want to know me, you first need to understand where I have been and where I am going

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