Yup, I have had enough, I have run out of steam.
This is an email that I sent to a friend in the wee hours. It speaks for itself
Change of plans
David HenderTue 08/10/2019 01:04
- Louisa REDACTED
Dear Louisa,I am afraid that Cornwall is cancelled, your possible move to here with Dave is cancelled and all of the planned work in Cornwall is cancelled. Also, I will no longer need that wall done but the rest should be done.You know that I have tried for so long to get through to Verity but either she is racked in guilt, is being bloody minded or she just is not listening. I have had enough, I have run out of steam so my house is no longer a sanctuary but a prison.I now have no choice but to hold Verity to account and have just about finished the letter to the law society demanding that she is struck off for all of her deceitfulness and for so many lies. It will go Tuesday or Wednesday.My dreams have well and truly been crushed and effectively now my life is over. My biggest dream was to get Verity back in my life but that will not happen now.Not even my old therapist Wendy was prepared to put a good word in for me; I think she has been paid off by my father too.A while ago, I gave her three options; to tell me to f##k off and she would never hear from me again, to tell the truth or to let things remain as they are. Guess which option she took, yup, number 3Her silence has been the cruelest act of them all.I have to confess that I have been a bit naughty in making up work for you and Dave, as I thought you needed it and would not accept a loan. Yes, the dining room and boiler needed doing but I could have lived with the rest. It was not charity but did encourage me to smarten up the house a bit and the bathroom is an accident waiting to happen. All I need now is a broken back for slipping on those tiles; that would be the icing on the cake!I have tried so hard to have a fresh start but with everyone in the family conspiring against me, I really had little hope but I tried. Verity could have broken that but she was just not interested; she was always the key to me having a new life, getting her back in my life and having some fun for a change.I am sorry but this will not be a nice message to wake up toDavid