Given what has happened to me and the fact that I am now so damaged, through no fault of my own, someone once asked me if I was the best future for my little girl.
Should I just let go and let her mother and “him” raise her?
I have thought about it for a very long time
But I decided that no one is perfect in this world, certainly not me, I have many faults as do others but I truly love Verity, my Munchkin, more than anyone else could and, at the end of the day, that is all that matters. Money doesn’t matter, things do not matter
I am never going to let go of that; I will continue to fight for my little girl, even to my last breath, if need be.
But what I truly want is for Verity and I to have a new life, free from all of the tyrannical and oppressive influences that have dictated our lives so far.
She is now her own woman, being over 21 but, at the end of the day, she will still need her Dad for advice, as I have been on this planet for much longer than she has.
Verity needs her freedom, to decide for herself whom she really is; is she going to be a good person or is she just going to follow the money?
I believe, with all of my heart, that Verity is from the former. She can still have a successful career and make lots of money but be conscious of those around her. She doesn’t have to shit on people to further her career but climb the ladder of success through her own merits.
Then, I will be so proud of my little girl