I have just watched “An officer and a gentleman” and I admit to have cried through it all.
I was going to write about mindsets and all of that crap but I cannot be bothered.
Mayo was a gloried whore chaser but he decided to improve himself. He went through many ups and downs but he changed, all for the good.
I want to change, I want to have a better life but there really is only one person who can do that for me, someone that I dearly love.
That person knows exactly who she is and she knows that given the strength of character that Mayo discovered within himself, she can change too, all for the better. In fact, Mayo reminds me so much of her; that is why I cried so much.
That person will never be joined to my hip but it is so important, nee essential, that that person is in my life somehow and, if so, then hopefully I can rediscover myself.
That person has always given me strength, strength to do whatever it takes for that person and for myself.
It doesnt really matter where I live for, without that person, I will continue to just be a mere shadow of my former self, with a fucking big empty hole that will never be filled.