It is said that if something bad has been done to you, you should not lower yourself to their low morality standards.
Yes, I do agree with that philosophy in principal, as I see my myself as a very moral person and that is actually the problem.
Everyone who has done harm to me has banked on me doing little or nothing to balance up the state of affairs and they would be right.
I have deferred sending damning submissions, I have deferred sending evidence of gross tax evasion, all because I did not believe it is the right thing to do.
But, as I said, in my very first post on this blog, you have to fight fire with fire and sometimes, you have to lower your standards to get justice, even if you never profit from that justice.
That is what I intend to do. My world was my daughter and I lived for her. But the watershed has shown me that she could not care a fuck about me and so, reluctantly, I have to lower my standards to her level.
I see no way out of this house other than being carried out in a box, as the whole family has been so complicit against me.
Even if that is the case, I will take down those who I cared about and for whom I sacrificed so much; that will make me feel better, even if I can do nothing about my own situation.
- I will destroy my daughter and her career
- I will destroy my so called father for his complicity and tax evasion
- I will destroy my shit head of a brother who, whilst not necessarily directly involved, has benefited so much in my downfall, from his inaction. He now has a manor house, bank accounts bursting at the seams and a social life to match those of the London socialites
- And I will destroy my daughter’s mother. The embezzler, the liar, the adulterer, the cheat and worse of all, the manipulator of my daughter as a pawn, to gain even more money
- I will destroy the reputation of my so called cousin, “the religious one”, who whilst saying one thing to me, has been doing and saying the direct opposite to others
- And I will try and destroy my daughter’s step father, who turned a blind eye to all of his wife’s embezzlement and he is a Chartered Accountant and benefited so much from her theft of money from her then employer, Michael Jordan Caravans of Gomshall.